Loneliness & depression can be such hideous feelings, making you believe that you could disappear from this world and nobody would care. Nobody would even notice. They make you see everyone else’s happiness and love while you’re left sitting alone, consumed by your negativity and insecurities, wanting to just end it all.
When I was a kid I thought your 20s were supposed to be fun, not filled with perpetual anxiety about financial stability and constantly feeling like an unaccomplished piece of shit.
im so miserable but i laugh at everything