Can I just be happy in life for once? I am so tired, and basically sick of everything. I’m drowning in my own feelings. All I want is a re-start. I want to leave this place. I want to meet new people. I want to travel and just explore the world. I want to graduate already and have a stable job and earn my own money. I want to live a happy life. I’m not really complaining, it’s just that every moment I spend here feels like hell. I’ve been so depressed for quite a few times, no, let me re-phrase that. I’ve been d e p r e s s e d, a lot. I feel so worthless, pointless and useless. I’ve been praying so hard, wishing that I could learn to accept at what life’s throwing at me right now. I hope everything’s going to be okay asap, for me. Because I don’t know what I can do to myself in the future.
Did you ever realize how much your body loves you? I mean its always trying to keep you alive. That’s all your body has to live for. Your body is making sure you breathe while you sleep, stopping cuts from bleeding, fixing broken bones, finding ways to beat the illnesses that might get you. Your body literally loves you so much. It’s time you start loving your body back.
I envy those couples who have a lot of opportunities to see each other and be together.